Venice [Richard and Rose Book 3]
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by Lynne Connolly
Category: Romance/Historical Fiction
Description: Venice is perfect for their honeymoon. Unless an assassin plays his cards right? Richard and Rose, Book 3 At long last, it is Lord and Lady Strang's wedding day. Yet no sooner do Richard and Rose leave their wedding breakfast than two shots ring out, forcing a hasty change in honeymoon plans. Instead of traveling together by yacht, Richard goes on ahead, making sure the road to Venice is safe for his beloved. Rose is by no means alone, however. Along her journey by packet, coach, even mule, she befriends young couple, the Ravens, who have a strange confession to make. They are traveling incognito--and are really the newlywed Lord and Lady Strang! Once reunited in Venice, Richard and Rose heat up the sheets, making Richard consider the delightful possibility of keeping his wife in bed for the rest of their stay. Except Venice is as full of knaves as London, and one of them is still trying to find them with a bullet. The Ravens could hold the key to the assassination attempts. Or perhaps they are playing a deadly game of their own? This title was previously published. Warning: This series is addictive. The descriptions of Venice in the spring might affect your bank balance. And the descriptions of the honeymoon might affect your love life.
eBook Publisher: Samhain Publishing, Ltd., 2009 2009
eBookwise Release Date: June 2009
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Available eBook Formats: OEBFF Format (IMP) [404 KB]
Reading time: 269-377 min.
When the first light of dawn filtered through the curtains at the window, I gave up trying to sleep and dressed in a loose sacque, well out of date and faded with washing but comfortable. I sat in a stiff-backed chair by the window and watched my wedding day arrive.
The sun crept over the fields past our orchards, stretching its tentacles across the sky to herald the new day. This, to me, was a day like no other, but to most people in the world, today would be the same as yesterday, the same as tomorrow.
It marked the last day in my old room. I moved into it when I left the nursery and it witnessed my hopes fading and my dreams giving way to hard reality.
My brother, James, now the Earl of Hareton, had grandiose plans for this simple manor house, and this floor would form part of the new State Rooms.
Everyone had packed to leave this old house. James had rented a house nearby, as this one wouldn't be habitable for some time. I had lived here all my life and found leaving harder than I'd imagined.
A comfortable family home, Hareton Manor wasn't a special-looking house. Less than a hundred years old but unique to us, the Golightlys. I knew all the hiding places, which stairs creaked, and which doors didn't fit properly. I remembered all the items I'd dropped through the floorboards in the nursery, the thin ivory counters of a game I hated and some small coins, to bribe the fairies and elves I was certain lived under them.
Some rooms held my misery, like the day not so long ago when I realised I might remain on the shelf, a respectable spinster for the rest of my days. Only that room had seen my tears when I thought I would never leave this house, and now it would be destroyed, together with my misery.
Dawn is such a melancholy time.
I wished it were tomorrow, with everything over. No one, not even my betrothed, must see how much I dreaded the day. With spinsterhood came welcome anonymity. So many times I had watched attention slide over me and on to the next person. I had become used to the lack of regard, even welcomed it sometimes, but today I would be the centre of attention. Today was my day.
Anonymity had its blessings.
My wedding dress faced me in mute challenge. Arranged on a figure in the middle of the room, it awaited its owner--surely not me. Blue satin, silver embroidery and diamonds were surely meant for my lovely sister Lizzie, not me.
Here, in my last moments of self-indulgence I could admit that I was terrified, afraid I would let everybody down--afraid I wouldn't do what so many people expected of me. I had courage but it didn't extend to appearing as the centre of attention before so many people. I was moving out of my comfortable childhood milieu into a much larger world, one where I knew hardly anyone--my youthful nightmares come true.
When I shivered, I realised that late April or not, the morning held a chill, so I decided to find somewhere warmer.
Only one place qualified at this time of day. The kitchen. But when I set my foot down I heard an ominous crunch. My watch. The old watch I'd laid by my side had fallen and I'd trodden on it. I picked up the pieces, blinking away the tears. I would not cry on this day. But when I laid them on the nightstand it seemed like a reminder that my old life had gone forever, never to return.
After today this would not be my room, or my home. And I would have to buy a new watch.
I left my old bedroom and hurried down the back stairs to the kitchen.
The glowing fire in the grate and the hum of activity reminded me just how early a maid's day started. The maid-of-all-work, grubby and tousled, resplendent in her sacking apron and wooden clogs, started when I went in but the cook, Mrs. Tiree, smiled in welcome. "Good morning, Miss Rose. Come and sit by the fire, and I'll make you a dish of tea."
I sat on the comfortable wooden chair she pulled up invitingly for me. I could hardly see the chair for its colourful, unmatched cushions, and settling into it was like settling into a soft cocoon. I might never have been away.
I stretched my feet in front of the fire and enjoyed the company of the cook, who, in days long gone, had made me gingerbread men and comforted me when I ran away from my nurse and got into yet another scrape.
I accepted the proffered dish of tea gratefully, held it between both my hands and sipped the steaming liquid. It was kitchen tea, supposedly inferior to the sort we had upstairs but it tasted good and it flowed down my throat to warm my chilled insides.
Leaning back, I watched the maids preparing for the new day. Since the feast to celebrate the ceremony wouldn't be held here but at the neighbouring larger house of Peacock's, it was like any other day. Preparations for the family breakfast were well under way, even though it was barely six. Maids bustled about, beating eggs, slicing kidneys, and the kitchen filled with the aroma of baking bread. My sister-in-law, Martha, was one of the best housekeepers I knew, and she'd done her best to pass on her skills. I was a better study than my sister, Lizzie, though that wasn't saying a great deal.
The cook talked to me while she worked on the great table by the fire, facing the room to keep an eye on the activity around her. "You'll be wanting an early breakfast this morning, miss. Lady Hareton's ordered it for eight, so you can set out for the Cathedral bright and early."
I smiled mechanically. "I don't think I'll be eating much, Mrs. Tiree."
She took my empty tea dish and put it on the table. "Don't you worry, Miss Rose. It'll soon be over." Her busy hands stilled in the mixing bowl. "Is that what's worrying you, Miss? What happens after?"
I shook my head. "No, Mrs. Tiree. I don't like to be the centre of attention, that's all."
"If you do what you're supposed to do, and hold your head up, nobody will notice."
That was probably the best advice anyone had given me. Through no fault of my own, I had missed the wedding rehearsal, and although I'd read the wedding service until I knew it by heart, so I knew when to stand, when to sit, and what to say, the thought sent tension tingling along my backbone. I could do nothing else now except send up a prayer of my own.
That time in the kitchen settled me and I could face the day with more equanimity. Mrs. Tiree had never done anything not eminently practical, never given advice that didn't have a firm root in day-to-day living. She could sense my fear since she knew me so well, and she didn't try to deny it as other people did. She was someone else I would miss.
My new maid came into the kitchen then, and peered at me before she recognised me and dropped a curtsey. My future husband had found her for me, a lady's maid and my bodyguard, hired to protect me from the dangers of my new world. I expected a superior dragon of a woman, and in a way, I was right. Adele Nichols could be formidable, but she surprised me with her forthright attitude. Perhaps she had seen more of life than the average lady's maid. I wouldn't be in the least surprised.
Nichols was slightly taller than me, and I was considered gangling by county society. She had a soft smile for such a hard-faced woman, and had first won my approval by dressing my unruly hair faster and better than anyone else I had ever met, without pulling too hard at my curls in the process.
My recent adventures had left me with a number of painful bruises, and Nichols had anointed them with a potion of her own devising that had eased the discomfort, and helped them to fade. However, I had reached the worse stage, when the black was just beginning to fade into greenish yellow. The red welts on my wrists were a worse problem, but I would cover them with lace ruffles, and no one would be any the wiser. Except my husband-to-be, and he'd already seen them.
"I'll have the fire lit upstairs, madam, and then you can come and sit in the warm," she said now.
"I'll have some more tea and then I'll come up."
Nichols inclined her head, collected her breakfast on a tray, and went out.
"She asked for something on a tray because she won't be able to come down for the regular kitchen breakfast," Mrs. Tiree informed me, her tones deliberately neutral.
"What do you think of her?" I wouldn't normally consider asking a servant that kind of question, having been brought up to avoid kitchen gossip, but Mrs. Tiree was different.
Mrs. Tiree put down her rolling pin and gave me her full attention. "To be truthful, Miss Rose, she'll do well by you. She's only been here two days, and she was with a marchioness before, but she's not shown any sort of superiority, the sort you'd expect from a London maid, and she keeps her own counsel. I don't think she's always been a lady's maid, though."
"I thought that too."
I didn't go back upstairs until I had eaten a bread roll, fresh from the oven, a treat I had always loved. Mrs. Tiree was concerned to see me eat. "Many brides don't eat until the wedding breakfast, and that's the reason they faint at the altar. They're asked to stand, and sit, and kneel, and the lack of food makes them unwell. I should think that's the last thing you'll want, Miss Rose."
I had to agree, and that made me determined to make a good breakfast. It was true brides frequently fainted at the altar rail, but this was usually explained by their sensibilities being overcome at the thought of the ordeal ahead, not by the lack of food that morning. It was typical of the cook to look for the practical solution, and it was also typical of her that she might very well be right.
I had to go upstairs. Time was getting on and the house was waking up.
My hour in the kitchen had done me more good than staying in bed fretting, and I felt much more myself by the time I returned to my room.
The silent room I had left was no more. Nichols controlled it now. My sister had arrived, sleepily sitting on the bed, still in her wrapper.
"Morning," said Lizzie, as she had when we were children and shared a bed.
"Morning," I answered her, smiling.
"Ruth has taken over our bedroom, as if she's the bride, so I thought I'd give her some space. Do you mind?"
"No, but won't you need more time?" Lizzie loved to take her time getting ready.
"I have my own preparations in hand. Never fear, I'll return and eject Ruth in a little while but I wanted to see how you are first. So are you ready for your big day?"
She laughed. "You should try to enjoy your wedding day. After all, it's the only one you're likely to have--it's not as if you're marrying an old man in his last decade."
Far from it.
I sat at my dressing table and let Nichols dress my hair. I was to have it powdered today, a process I disliked intensely, but there was no getting out of it, it had to be done. Nichols combed out all the unruly curls and smoothed pomade over them so the powder would stick. Then we went into the dressing room and I held the cloth over my face and tried not to cough from the fine powder flying in the air.
When we went back into the bedroom, Lizzie had gone, no doubt to get herself ready and eject Ruth from her place at the dressing table. Nichols drew out the chair for me. "Let your mind rest, madam, and I'll do what's necessary." She laced my stays tight, tied my garters, and put on my side hoops and petticoats in blessed silence. When she lifted the pocket to tie about my waist I stopped her, rummaging around on the dressing table and in the drawers until I found my old necessaire, the tiny container that held, amongst other things, a chipped mirror and a ruined pair of scissors. "It's a good luck talisman," I explained, and Nichols waited while I slipped it into my pocket--a familiar item to keep me company during the day.
The time came for the outer garments. The blue petticoat was first, with its miraculous embroidery, and then the stomacher, relatively plain since it would hold a graduated row of diamond brooches. Nichols held the gown for me. It was a formal mantua, the pleats at the back shaping my body perfectly, made by the best mantua maker in Exeter, a miracle of heavy blue satin and silver embroidery. I stood still while Nichols hooked and pinned me in, and then pulled out the fine lace to fall in frothy waterfalls at my elbows and bosom.
I had not yet seen myself in the long mirror, but I looked now. Even without the jewellery, someone I hardly recognised stared back at me. Here stood an elegant society lady, one who knew instinctively how to stand and pose, one who was used to the fine things of life, who had never climbed trees and frolicked on beaches, who would never dream of ruining her complexion by going out in the sun without a parasol. We looked solemnly at each other, that lady and I, and curtseyed to each other, the wide skirts making expensive susurrations in the silence of the room.
Nichols examined me, scrutinising her work for flaws. Eventually she came forward, arranged the set of the skirt, and smiled. "You're every inch the great lady, ma'am." She came around to the front, adjusting a pin here, a frill of lace there. "Now I think you should go down to breakfast, and then we'll finish off with the diamonds. Please try to eat something, it's a long time before you'll sit down to eat again."
She meant well, but the worms gnawed at my innards again at the reminder.
I passed muster. Everyone, including fashion-aware Lizzie, said I would do very well. They watched me enter the room, and I stood while they took in my new glory. James made no comment. Martha decided I would do well enough in front of the large congregation in Exeter Cathedral.
I opted to eat my breakfast with a large white kitchen apron covering my finery, right up to my neck. Getting egg stains on my gown didn't bear thinking about, and I would much rather appear foolish here at home than in front of half of polite society later. My young nephews and niece were allowed downstairs to eat their last family meal with me and that, together with everyone in various stages of dress, led to an atmosphere of informality and near hilarity that I hadn't expected at all.
Martha wore her gown and petticoat, but not her jewellery. Lizzie was mostly dressed, but had left off her gown and worn a wrapper for the meal. None of the children were properly dressed, Martha wisely depending on the efficiency of the nursery maids to dress them later rather than risk their aim with their food.
James was in his shirt sleeves. His handsome face broke into a broad smile when the maid tied the apron around my neck. "You look like a very large baby."
It made me smile too, and the tense mood broken, I found I could make a tolerable breakfast. "I'm as nervous as a baby," I confessed.
"So am I." James was to give me away. This amounted to his first formal duty as Lord Hareton. We grinned at each other in sympathy.
"I can't remember ever seeing a nervous baby," Martha commented, ever practical. "Nervousness arrives later, after a child has been taunted or hurt. Just remember, my dear, it's your day and you should try to enjoy it. You may never get another one."
"Please God I don't," I said fervently.
"Amen to that," answered James and my younger brother Ian at the same time. With a grin, Ian leaned across the table and linked the little finger of his right hand with James's, an old gesture used by people in our district when they said the same thing at the same time. It was supposed to grant a wish. Our family link grew closer, and we siblings enjoyed this reminder of our childhood spent in this house.
The house might be gone, but my memories remained. What I underwent here made me the person I was, fit for whatever life would throw at me.
Breakfast over, we dispersed to have the final touches put to our appearance. James brought the diamonds to my room and Nichols put them on me. He'd put them in the safe in his study and set a trusted servant to guard them all night. To lose them at this stage was unthinkable.
When Nichols opened the box, my stomach lurched. A pirate's chest couldn't have offered better booty.
Nichols fastened the necklace of intertwined flowers and foliage around my throat, pinned the brooches to my stomacher, hooked the girandole earrings in place, and fastened the aigrette in my hair, a flower with a butterfly set en tremblant above it.
The woman in the mirror had become a very grand lady. Every time I moved I shimmered, every part of me glinted, silver embroidery and diamonds creating a dazzling vision. I watched the necklace respond to my breathing, glittering as I performed what was normally a disregarded function.
Nichols gave me my fan and opened the door for me to go downstairs. "During the ceremony I shall remain nearby for you, ma'am." My tension surged back and I took one more look at the woman in the mirror to give me courage, then turned away. I could hide behind that image.
Nichols must have seen my nervousness, for she stopped me at the door, and drew a small flask from her pocket. "I wouldn't recommend this as a rule, ma'am, but a small nip might help."
I took the flask and smelled good brandy inside, so I accepted it, took a small sip, and gave it back to her. "It's there when you need it, ma'am," she told me as she replaced it in her pocket. I smiled my gratitude and headed for the stairs. Nichols followed, holding my train out of the way. I would like Nichols very well, a remarkably resourceful woman.
The others waited for me in the hall. I savoured the communal gasp when they saw me caparisoned in the complete ensemble. Even my sister Lizzie was lost for words.
Martha, Lizzie and Ruth kissed me and left, until only James, Nichols, the butler, and I remained. I took a deep breath, and let it out again, and then I noticed James, his handsome face tight with tension. Nichols glanced at the butler and led him out of the front door, in the direction of the carriages.
"Come on then," I said briefly.
He didn't move. "Rose?"
I turned back to him. "Yes?"
He took my hands and looked me in the eyes. "You're sure about this?"
I decided to tell the truth rather than try to dissimulate to my brother. "I'm not at all sure, but I'm as good as married now, so let's get on with it, shall we?"
I turned to go and then turned back to him. "I'll tell you one thing, though." He lifted an eyebrow in enquiry. "I wish I were getting married in the village, with only our friends about us."
He smiled. "So do I, but you shouldn't have agreed to marry Lord Strang if that was what you wanted." The atmosphere lightened. "I still think Tom Skerrit would have suited you. Have you thought it through properly?"
I removed my hands from his grasp. "If I thought it through I'd run away now, but I have a feeling his lordship might follow me. He says he's determined to have me, you know."
James sighed. "I know. I hope you're doing the right thing."
I turned to the door. "So do I." I stopped, before I left the house and gave him a grin. "Could you imagine the gossip if I didn't turn up? They'd never forget it, and neither of us would ever live it down. Come on, we should be on our way." At least I'd made him smile.
It took a little time to dispose my gown and train so the least damage would be done to them on the journey, but we set off at last and were soon on the road to Exeter.
The other coaches waited for us, as we didn't want to risk robbery on the highway, a likely possibility, as everyone hereabouts knew what was happening and when. Not all our neighbours were honest.
We took a detour through Darkwater, our local village, where most of the populace stood in their front gardens. I smiled and waved my fan, and they waved back. I had known most of them since I was a child, later helped them birth their children, helped the ill and the injured. The dark shadow of free trading hadn't marked my relations with my neighbours until recently. The thought reminded me of the red rope burns from my recent imprisonment, lying under the pretty ruffles on my wrists. My mood clouded, but when we'd passed the village, I did my best to forget, and watched the gentle green of my native county pass us by.
James and I passed the greater part of our journey in silence, a friendly silence born of the absence of the need to talk, but before we reached Exeter I asked Nichols for her flask. She passed it to me and I took a sip, then passed it to James.
He accepted it with thanks and took a larger draught than I had. "I wish all ladies' maids would think of something like this."
Nichols produced a paper of lozenges to sweeten our breath, making James laugh. "I must remember to mention this to Martha. Do you think she could persuade Hargreaves to do the same for her?"
I shook my head. "I doubt it." Martha's maid had been with her since she was a girl, and she definitely wouldn't approve.
Despite the brandy, my nervousness increased with every mile.
This was the greatest wedding of the season in Exeter; indeed even in London it would have been remarkable. Much of the town was on its doorstep to see us. I did my best to smile, but panic had me in its grip and for two pins I would have flung open the door, leaped to the ground and run.
Soon we entered the Cathedral Close, crowded with people waiting to see the spectacle. We waited while the rest of the family alighted and went inside, Lizzie enjoying every moment.
Then it was our turn. Nichols got down first, then James, and he helped me to step down. I stood while the maid attended to me, straightening my gown and pulling my train into place, and then there was no escape. I was ready.
James and I stood together, waiting for the word from the Cathedral they were ready for us, both breathing deeply in an effort to recover some equilibrium. I looked at my brother, we smiled briefly at each other, then the sign came from the official in the porch, and we were off.
Music was playing on the great organ inside, and the congregation turned to watch us as we entered. This was the worst moment of all, to be watched by so many people, so many strangers, and assessed by them all. I knew many of them would find me wanting, as I had netted a man many of them had set their caps at and then despaired of; who had been on the town for many years without getting caught. The walk up the aisle seemed to take forever. The Cathedral was a large, imposing building and its aisle correspondingly proportionate. I saw the Skerrits as I passed their pew, and took comfort in their familiar faces, but James led me relentlessly on towards the glittering figure I could now see standing before the altar.
I could look at my lord as I approached him without meeting his gaze. Here, in his milieu he was supremely at home, as I was not. His appearance was almost unearthly. He had dressed in white velvet, embroidered in silver, sprinkled with brilliants, the finest Mechlin lace at his neck and wrists, the diamond he always wore to hold his neckcloth together winking in the gleaming folds. The perfectly dressed white figure seemed to me to be a field in winter, or the unearthly epitome of it, a figure from Nifleheim, the land of ice and snow that existed in the North before the gods came to bring order. Certainly nothing to do with me, that was for sure.
He didn't smile as I approached. He was watching me as was the rest of the cathedral's congregation, but as I came up to stand by him, he let his gaze meet mine briefly, and I saw the man within, just for a moment. Then we turned to face the bishop, who waited to begin.
Talking with other married women, I have found very few of them could remember the actual marriage service, but something had happened to me on that journey up the long aisle, a combination of brandy and panic. It was as if I was floating above the assembled company, watching the ceremony impersonally, as though it was nothing to do with me. I saw the elegant, brilliant congregation, the two glittering figures at its head, but I felt nothing until James took my hand.
I must have been giving my responses by rote, passing over that awful moment at the beginning when the bishop asked the people if they knew of any reason why we shouldn't be married. I had dreaded that, the silence that might be broken so fatefully, because although there was no reason, some might have done it out of malice. I must have made my response, because James took my hand and placed it into Lord Strang's, and I felt his touch for the first time that day. It brought me back into myself again, and when I lifted my gaze to his face to make my responses, I knew for sure that I was doing the right thing.
We made our promises to each other, not to anyone else. Everything else, the grand costumes, the congregation, fell away from us. We could be standing in the middle of a field and the ceremony would have been just as sacred to me. I understood why he wasn't smiling then--he meant it too, every word.
He took the ring and placed it on my finger without looking at it. His gaze never left my face, and I didn't look away to my hand, either. I kept my eyes on his, hearing his words as he made his promises, speaking my own as clearly as I could for him to hear.
We knelt, and then the bishop joined our hands, blessed us and declared us man and wife. Only then did I believe it. After the prayers and responses, we sat to listen to the sermon, and I could begin to understand what had just happened. I felt steady, as cool now as before I'd felt flustered and full of panic, but I didn't hear a word of what the Bishop said in his speech to the congregation.
We took communion, and at the end of the service, Lord Strang offered me the support of his arm. We walked to the vestry to sign the register, followed by Richard's twin brother, Gervase, and Lizzie, who were acting as our witnesses.
We signed the book, and then, as I stood again to return to the Cathedral, he took me in his arms and murmured, "My wife."
He kissed me long and lovingly, just as though we were completely alone. Richard wasn't given to public displays of affection, and in front of the bishop, his assistant and my sister and his brother, he gave me the kind of kiss we had only shared in private before. I should have felt embarrassed or strange in front of other people but I had longed to hold him since I first felt the touch of his hand. I only felt joy and relief it had happened, after all.
I was now Lady Strang, Viscountess Strang of Strang in Shropshire, but more than that--I was the wife of Richard Kerre.