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Category: Erotica/Classic Erotica
Description: Book 2 of This Once-Banned Classic of 20th Century Erotica! The intensity of the emotion and the stubbornness of the protagonist's futile sexual pursuits make fascinating reading. Whether the book was written as a novel or a confession or an expiation is a matter of conjecture. Lilian was a girl who understood the power she possessed over the narrator, and exploited this to her own end. Yet, she is portrayed as no more evil or sinful than the author himself. Repeatedly, Jacky blames only himself for his obsessive infatuation and the attendant self-inflicted and oft-invited, psychological masochism he suffers. Jacky and Lilian are co-equal protagonists and antagonists. The dedication of the book reads: I dedicate this story of sordid sensuality to my heroine, one of the wickedest women in the world.
eBook Publisher: Renaissance E Books/Sizzler, 2004
eBookwise Release Date: December 2004

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Available eBook Formats: OEBFF Format (IMP) [279 KB]
Words: 69877
Reading time: 199-279 min.

To-day I desire you madly, and your cruel eyes. Oh! to look at them on my knees, to see them plunged into mine, to feel your hands enter pitilessly into my flesh, hurting and bruising me; brutally taking hold of my leg, dragging down my stockings, and watching your joy increasing, as the needle's point sinks into my quivering body. At each painful stab, I would say: "Thank you, master!"

Oh! To be knocked about, pinched, humiliated, and degraded; to see you smile cruelly at my sufferings and kiss you all over, while I should be dying with discomfort in the instruments of torture you showed me; to suffer for you, master--oh! how I desire you!

I can no longer support the thoughts of you! If you were here I would prostrate myself at your feet and pray you to make me enjoy.

Oh! I will be continent, I promise you; I will do nothing alone. I will wait. I have no will but yours. You forbid masturbation; I will obey. It does me good to write you my insensate longings.

Make me suffer, even from afar. Send me something that I can wear next my skin that will hurt me.

Oh! For my mouth on your naked body, to kiss your feet, and let my tongue touch everywhere! I am mad with lust. My throat is dry, my heart beats, and I am all wet. How I long for you! Pardon me, do, my master; I will be so submissive, so tender with you, so obedient to make you forget all my shortcomings. Write to me soon, I supplicate you.

With humility, I lie at your feet, you can walk on me. And I shall still say: "Thank you!" I kiss the darling feet that stamp upon me, and also your dear hands that hurt me.

I kiss your whole body, my respected master. Oh! If I could always be frightened of you, as I was the other day beneath the gaze of your cruel eyes.

I want to be frightened of you always; you must be wicked and cruel; your only joy must be to make me suffer without ceasing.

You must make me come myself as you order me on my knees, to receive a flogging, if you so desire it.

I am your thing, your bitch, your submissive slave.

LOUISE.