The Dance of Love
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by Vic Winter
Category: Erotica/Gay-Lesbian Erotica/Romance
Description: Brian loves his life. He loves his apartment and his job and most of all he loves Ricky. Still, that doesn't mean he doesn't yearn for a little more. Brian would like Ricky to give up the apartment he never uses and move in permanently. He'd also like to be a little more adventurous in the bedroom, but anytime he's brought it up, Ricky points to the eyeliner he wears when they go out dancing and says that's more than kinky enough. Brian knows Ricky is his one and only, though, and figures he's just going to have to wait for Ricky to figure it out, too. Good thing that in the meantime, there's love and dancing.
eBook Publisher: Torquere Press/Games People Play, 2010 www.torquerepress.com
eBookwise Release Date: January 2011
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Available eBook Formats: OEBFF Format (IMP) [84 KB]
Reading time: 57-80 min.
For all Ricky likes to think he's kinky, he's really pretty vanilla. So he wears make-up and likes to do it in the back rooms of our favorite clubs. That isn't exactly the height of kink. No kink-o-rama here. I should know, I've been doing research into kink. Ricky would laugh to hear that. He'd laugh and say it was typical and that researching about stuff hardly makes me the kinky one.
I am, though. I yearn for some of this stuff. It's like this aching hole, just like there's one there for my relationship with Ricky, too. I want more from him. I want more for us. He thinks being exclusive is enough, and he thinks it should be enough for me, too. I want it all, though. I want all of him, in my bed, in my place, in my life. I want to know that he feels that way, too. Not so dependant that he couldn't live without me, just... that we're in this for the long haul, all the way. Together. I guess the kink, it's kind of become a symbol.
Sometimes I think its time to give up on Ricky, to let him go so I can find someone ready to commit everything to me. Then I see his flashing eyes and his ready smile and he waves or says my name and I know I'm just kidding myself when I talk about moving on. There isn't anyone else for me.
I'm just going to have to wait for him to come to the same realization about me.